Saturday, August 4, 2012

Already at the Top


Movie night at Agape-- watching a documentary about Mt. Kilimanjaro

During my last visit to Agape, my friend Freddy set up the projector for us to all watch a documentary entitled To the Roof of Africa, so the children could see where I'd be going.  While it made me excited about my climb, it also incited some underlying fear and anxiety.  Would I be physically and mentally strong enough?  Did I have the right equipment?  Who would be in my group?  Most importantly, what if I didn’t make it to the summit?  I would feel as though I was letting everyone at Agape down. 

As David drove me to the bus station the next day, we discussed my upcoming climb.  “The results do not matter.  You have already reached the top of the mountain.  Your trying and heart have put you at the top.” With a positive and insightful mindset like that, I cannot imagine a better role model for these children than David.

So, as I begin my ascent tomorrow, I will keep his words with me.  I’m already at the top. 

The view coming into Kilimanjaro was goose bump-provoking.  Usually you look down  on a mountain from a plane!  It's hard to tell from this angle, but we were actually below the mountain, looking up.